`Tension is building inside steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)
(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)
(All I ever think about is this)
(All the tiring time between)
(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you!'
Why does life always make a fool of u. When everything seems to go ur way and the dark clouds have fade away..it turms 180 degrees ard. All seems to go wrong, instead of dark clouds now, thunder seem to juz appear. Any means of escape juz dissappear except 4 one..n i don even wanna tok abt it. I wish tt thrs sum1 to back me up when i'm down n to be thr 4 me but i guess tt only work in fictional story n i haf to face it in reality..
GOD give me strength to pass this dark days of my life!
2 Nov 08
When to JB wif my fam...when shopping gt a new haircut and my sis bought a new cap..a really nice cap!! When to eat Sungai Cat..very delicious food eat till bloated. Mum almoz lost her hp..lol..had a gd time luffing at her. When home and ttabt it...nothing much really happen i guess, its the same for any days too..
