Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Hey ppl...sori for the sudden change of blogskin..it look eerie I noe and

tt wat make me fall in love wif the skin..

its too unique..lol =).

Its been a long time since I go blog-hopping or even enter a new

post..but i do tag my lovely frens and kuzz juz to let them know tt i'm

alright. I feel much better nowdays...and I kind of like the feeling i'm

having could it be love?? Haha..ok on a serious note...im bac to dancing

and meeting my peepz tmr for routines chcked for upcoming competition

wish us luck..well i guess tt all...

haf a great weekend every1!

she told the story ... 12:05 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Lost here with my depression..
All alone. no one is home..
Im lost in my depression..
You kind words and gentle thoughts..

I hear them but they are so lost..
Lost inside my depression..
I have pushed every one away.
wondering why do i have to say here.

Lost in my depression..
My mind races with all these thoughts..
Thought of pain thoughts of lost.
Im lost in my depression..

All the therapy dose not help.
I sit and roll my eyes.
Do i really need your help..
What can you make me see.

Depression is all there is to me..
It has taken over me.it consumes me..
depression is me..
My depression is all i have she is all i need

she told the story ... 9:05 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Waddup hommies!!..I've been so lazy to blog this day, sori Sha haven been blogging. Niwas im still lazy so imma kkeep it short and sweet.

So lets recap. As usual nothing much been goin' on last week..juz chillin' and scholin. Niwaes on Fri, I skip school halfway to help my dear Shida to dye her hair, a natural colour. Didn't know that dad only work half day tt day. So had to leave the house bfore he reach home. Very kanchiong! Went to hang out at NP and the new library wif Aliff and Hilmie. When to BK firz for lunch. Thr we spent aboult half and hour telling ghost stories. It was freakin' scary although its in the midday then lepak in the library searching for books.

Yest, when to support my bro who when to try out for the Asian Beat at Tampinese Mall. I was really proud of them. Chety-bah. Gd luck guys!!! Pic will be uploaded soon. Found some random pic!! lol!

RANDOM PIC BELOW!!

she told the story ... 12:37 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

Waddup hommies..wad been goin' on. Nothing much for me this week..more of resting but might have more plan nex week..can't wait.

So one of a crew memeber..our dear Mr A and his band (Complex Juliet) came out wif an EP consists of 4 song. Visit their myspace to noe more abt them. www.myspace.com/complexjuliet.

The MDF family support u guys! I uploaded one of their song tt I really like Memories of Home..so enjoy the song.

she told the story ... 4:01 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

Performance at ITE BB

Tribute to the Jabbawockeez!!

Hola cada uno. ¿Cómo está usted?

This week have been a hectic week for me and my crew. Skip a lot of classes to go for rehearsal at ITE BB. It was frustrating and tiring for all of us but i tink its kind of worth it after yesterday performance. We had less then 1 mths to prepare it..i tink its a good job guys. Nex time we'll create our own cheogreography ayte.
:)

Lets recap abt yest, the crew was suppose tor each by 6 but end up we reaching thr ard 8am++. Khai reach thr earlier to settle sum audio stuff.

When to prac 4 awhile, played cards and then get ready and then prac again. Thr was other crew performing too, Belle Rocker Felle (i tink tt how they spell it), Hidden Talent and F.G.I. They are really gd. Thr a lot of talent in ITE especially in singing. Well we had a few pic taken and a video too comment on the vid ayte.

she told the story ... 8:58 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

HAPPY SWEET 16 B'DAY TO OUR DEAR EZZA

STAY GAWJUS AND CHEERFUL ALWAYS AYTE

FROM THE WHOLE CREW

she told the story ... 8:44 AM

Monday, November 10, 2008

My cute adorable boyfriend playing a sweet song
for me :)

Life have been looking up for me and I hope it will stay this way..although its unlikely too but I'll enjoy every moment of it.

Anyway,

yesterday I went to accompany my mum to Dairy FArm D&D at Suntec City. I knew about it last minute since one of my mum's friend couldn't make it. So I got ready in like 5- 10 mins..record tyme babey..lol. Thnx sis for helping me to put on the make up and not to make it as thick as mum's. HAHA. I wanted to wear the normal sandal but my mum insisted me to wear her shoe wic is the pointy2 thingy..so uncomfy.

we reach ard 7+, when to our table and sat thr. Well only 7 ppl was in the table, and they're all my mum's friend and mine so it was totally not awkward and the best part is MORE food for us. Well here's a rough idea of the menu;

Javanese style chicken
Marinated Prawn
Abalone
Original Bird's Nest
Sweet Sauce Octopus
Jellyfish (Wic i didn't try at all)
Ice cream (2 cups)
etc...

There was incredible show from By Defination, Dairy's Farm Dancer, Safari Boys (grp of Kenya's ding awaesome stunts), Fann Wong and also S'pore Diva..ANITA SERAWAK. It was totally an awesome evening. Went home ard 1am. There's a few snapshot I took..some of the pic was quite dark so have fun squiniting ur eyes. :P

Looking nerdy for the cam

(It was quite dark and no flash :P )

(Cam whoring alone in the toilet...every1 bz watching the show)

she told the story ... 9:21 AM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

"emo;

like goth only much less dark;

and much more harry potter"

Just random phrases to show how i'm feeling ryte now. Things are not going the way tt i expected..or close to it, well its EVERYTHING actually. Family problem such a **** up. Don't even wanna relate to it. Well i guees PB shuld leave it at home ryte =) . N where is he when I need him the most..to talk towhim about my prob..well im too lazy to think abt it too..i guess his bz and i understand tt.

School's **** up as usual. Hate today's topic...gonna got another C or D. STOP slacking Farz buck up gosh!...Guess not in the mood to study anymore..since i'm never gonna score gd enuff grade for them no matter how hard I try.

My crew!! Today we had a `preview'(pissed coz he never cum). Bunch of fellas came down to see it. We really improved our routine and im proud of u guys. However 2day, EVERYONE was showing att. n I personally feel tt the crew is not giving it all. Am i asking too much..all i want is commitment..the show is in wat 1 week tyme and not in 2 or 3 mths tyme n im not hinting on one person i'm saying all of us including me. 2day was the only tyme we can do full rehearsal 2GETHER and I expected sumtin' more but well it was ok. Maybe its juz me. Oh well. Niwae my bdance 2day suck..couldnt get the bloody routine ryte..sumtimes I wonder am i really up 4 it or am i really a poseur who can't act. dance but only haf the passion. Thus every crew go thru the same thing or issit only us. I want us to stick together as a crew n not individually. Do I suck tt much! Gosh i'm starting to chocke up i shuld prob stop here.

I'm sorry if anyone was hurt in the process of the rehearsal..n if i show att to u guys i will try harder to calm myself down ayte.

she told the story ... 7:44 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008

`Tension is building inside steadily

(Everyone feels so far away from me)

Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me

(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)

(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)

(All I ever think about is this)

(All the tiring time between)

(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away

Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you!'

Why does life always make a fool of u. When everything seems to go ur way and the dark clouds have fade away..it turms 180 degrees ard. All seems to go wrong, instead of dark clouds now, thunder seem to juz appear. Any means of escape juz dissappear except 4 one..n i don even wanna tok abt it. I wish tt thrs sum1 to back me up when i'm down n to be thr 4 me but i guess tt only work in fictional story n i haf to face it in reality..

GOD give me strength to pass this dark days of my life!

2 Nov 08

When to JB wif my fam...when shopping gt a new haircut and my sis bought a new cap..a really nice cap!! When to eat Sungai Cat..very delicious food eat till bloated. Mum almoz lost her hp..lol..had a gd time luffing at her. When home and ttabt it...nothing much really happen i guess, its the same for any days too..

she told the story ... 9:36 AM