"emo;
like goth only much less dark;
and much more harry potter"
Just random phrases to show how i'm feeling ryte now. Things are not going the way tt i expected..or close to it, well its EVERYTHING actually. Family problem such a **** up. Don't even wanna relate to it. Well i guees PB shuld leave it at home ryte =) . N where is he when I need him the most..to talk towhim about my prob..well im too lazy to think abt it too..i guess his bz and i understand tt.
School's **** up as usual. Hate today's topic...gonna got another C or D. STOP slacking Farz buck up gosh!...Guess not in the mood to study anymore..since i'm never gonna score gd enuff grade for them no matter how hard I try.
My crew!! Today we had a `preview'(pissed coz he never cum). Bunch of fellas came down to see it. We really improved our routine and im proud of u guys. However 2day, EVERYONE was showing att. n I personally feel tt the crew is not giving it all. Am i asking too much..all i want is commitment..the show is in wat 1 week tyme and not in 2 or 3 mths tyme n im not hinting on one person i'm saying all of us including me. 2day was the only tyme we can do full rehearsal 2GETHER and I expected sumtin' more but well it was ok. Maybe its juz me. Oh well. Niwae my bdance 2day suck..couldnt get the bloody routine ryte..sumtimes I wonder am i really up 4 it or am i really a poseur who can't act. dance but only haf the passion. Thus every crew go thru the same thing or issit only us. I want us to stick together as a crew n not individually. Do I suck tt much! Gosh i'm starting to chocke up i shuld prob stop here.
I'm sorry if anyone was hurt in the process of the rehearsal..n if i show att to u guys i will try harder to calm myself down ayte.
