Being me is ain't tt EASY

Left 4 dead is off the hook!!!

2009-02-10T12:38:00.003+08:00

Lyk seriously, i'm like so addicted to game ryte now. After the jam session last Sun...me, SHida, Aliff, Hykel and Idham went to play the game (unfortunately Young, Qhass and Hafeez had to go off sumwhere). Me and Idham vs Shida, Hykel and Aliff. Me and Idham were off the hook with the Tanks and we won...haha. We should totally go out and play the game again once I got my paycheck..this time more people k guys!! N yes I got myself a NEW GUITAR..awesome ryte..unfortunately he metal zone was a goner. Thanx Idham and Alfie.

Ok so that was last Sunday, yesterday nothing much had been done. Me, Shida and Aliff recorded new demo, Its Over (eng version of Ya Nada Queda).Its alright, could be better if we stop fooling ard yesterday. The vocal is Shida feat. me with the so call low voice haha. Me and Aliff alt. the rhythm and the lead and I got to try out my new baby!! It rocks and I FREAKIN LOVE THE COLOR..SUNBURST!!(im a gal wat u expect). Then after tt work on our original than hope to finish it when we meet Young and Qhass nex Sun.

Ard 4 when to werk as usual. Suprisingy it was quite crowded and it was chaos for us since there was only few ppl werking. Haiqal is lyk a limping werker!!! Hope u heal soon and sori if u have to cover for me on V'Day. Werk was tiring but fun. After werk, Wendy scoop for me the SCC ice-cream The me and her when to eat the Curry Baked Rice..its delicious so I had more servings. Reach home ard 12am....end up sleeping at 2pm..and JJ i've nt forgotten u its juz tt my pp8 still low.

Today, my cousins GF (wife to be) is converting to Islam. I wanted to go..but im still worn out, so only my bro n dad went. Well tt all for now. I end with a short clip of the dopest gal dance crew Beat Freaks; Al'Star, Lady Jules, Keely Lockn'Key, Maryss from Paris, Lindsey.B Out There, Rino, Teresa Espinosa, Shorty.

New demo uploaded

2009-02-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hey, Scarlett Letter juz had our demo uploaded..acoustic version of Homecoming-Hey monday..check our myspace...
www.myspace.com/scarletletter1991

New and refresh

2009-02-03T13:39:00.003+08:00

Hey ya'll...ok i've just reupdate my whole blog given it a fresher look. I've been really bz with my band, dance and works. So I didnt have time to do a real update on it. So what new and happening guys? For me, my band is really werking hard for our upcoming gig in April and maybe March...so tell me if u guys wanna cum. Well gtg tt all for now..bye!!!

Thoughts written in words.

2009-01-21T15:02:00.004+08:00

Hey..waddup yaw..so im actually in school instead of cabut-ing the last week since tt wat everybody seem to be doing..but who cares im gonna persevere and try to squeeze some marks in my GPA. Aniwae its been a long tyme since I write in an actual post. Well so im gonna write my thoughts down. The topic is LOVE.

LOVE! What’s up with love really. All I’ve been hearing, reading and watching is all about love. Those sweet kinds like in a happily ever after fairytales, the heartbroken ones that seems to happen a lot in reality. I mean its not as if I’m complaining that my love life is perfect or suck ass..cause the truth is i've never ever fallen in love with sumone bfore. Its not tt im horribly ugly or too pretty for anione..I just don’t believe in true love..other than that im an ordinary girl. How could sumone who say he/she really LOVE that person; can't leave without him/her and bla bla etc. but ends up with another partner few weeks after break up. Im not exaggerating but its true, I saw it happen in my own family. What up with rushing into a r'ship at at young age. Ur not gonna loose anything if ur not in one but instead u might loose sumtin when u're actually in one.

Also getting to noe sumone doesn’t necessarily mean u have to get into a relationship with tt person. And if u notice, if sumone want to get to noe u they start with. `Hey cutie! Hey pretty, ur att or sgl..Hey I tink u look cute can I get to noe u better?’ and etc. U got what I mean. I mean thus looks really matter. N wats wrong wif being juz friends, thus status really matter.
What Im trying to say is..think twice before saying the three simple yet meanigful words to tt special sumone. Im not a love hater..m just giving a reality check to those young and naive younglings.

`` Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” ~ Thats wat i think n hope about true love.

EL tango Roxanne

2009-01-16T16:11:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna cry..

2009-01-14T09:04:00.005+08:00

Heya..juz for the sake of writing im gonna quote lyrics tt I feel I can relate too. Save me from all the hinking stuff. Im officially gone bonkers!!!

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Teardrops on my guitar

2009-01-07T13:59:00.003+08:00

I've just finish written a song at last , and I cant wait for the reviews (wic I tink its ginna be a bad one..i hope not..). I freakin' love Teardrops on my Guitar..I could really relate to it..it have a deep meaning to it. OK gotta run amigas!!!!

Lo and behold I'm back!!!

2009-01-06T14:59:00.002+08:00

Hola... buenas tardes everyone..¿Cómo te va? Sori for not writing in for a pretty long time..at last i sum up my energy to write in..haha. Aniwaes school started (3 more weeks to holz....again) and i just finished watching the whole saga of Star Wars in order..super cool huh?!

I love my new job....its super duper fun...but tiring. The crew was super friendly (kind if iver friendly too) and nice. The sir and ma'am was really funny make work enjoyable. I can't wait to meet thm again. Well to end it off im loving my life now!! :) Hola at u nex time peepz!!

Mount Faber

2008-12-26T12:26:00.005+08:00

Hello guys, im officially run out of wys to greet. Niwaes, yest went out with my familyto Munt Faber. We went to walk from Alexandra road to Mount Faber. Damn tiring i tell you. We went o walk on the Suspension Bridge and Tthe Henderson waves. It was quite crowded though. After 2 hours of waking we reach Mount Faber. Met Haqim thr...gd luk for ur O's result ayte. WHen to take cable car to HF, took the bus back to Alexandra den went to eat WC, den went home. Totally fun day with my family, I hope my parents will stay tt way, happy!

Going out again today with Aliff, Shida and Faris. Suppose to meet Young but he cant make it coz werking..oh well meeting him nex Tues.

Holidays

2008-12-22T20:48:00.009+08:00

Yeah i'm back frm M'sia. Anyone miss me?? Aniways, the holiday was everything but BORING..i mean seriouslyit was FUN, RELAXING and tiring at the same time. Oh and this time I remember the place, its at Tanjung Piai. I promise sum of u i'll tell u wat I did thr but if u don wanna hear abt it u can skip it and juz look at the pics ayte.

It was suppose to be an hour drive from Tuas but since Tuas was jam and Woodland was totally not (wonder why??)..it took more than one hour since dad got lost while on the way.

So we reached Tanjung Piai about 3+pm. We went to rush for our room and my bro, cuzz Sha, my sis and me was lyk fighting for the bed and was really making a lot of noise, and Aliff was damn semangat to get the double decker bed and at last none of us get the bed since we change room. So four of us shared a room while the others took the other connection room. SO while waiting for my uncle to fix my fishing rod, Sha, Shida and me when to play monopoly. When we're tired of losing money when out to FISH..yeah babey. Im so freakin' excited since its the fist time I fish at open sea instead of the pond fishing. I caught two fish!!! A helicopter fish and puffer fish they were totally small but a fish is still a fish man. We use squid and prawns for bait and I swear they lyk the prawn better.

When it was nyt time it was the big boys turn to do some real fishing. As they fish, we had BBQ!! My sis seasoning was off the hook especially when added wif bbq sauce. We ate till our stomach was damn full. The me and the smaller kuzz, wif Sha and Shida went to play hide and seek, after two rounds of it we decide to stop since the place is obviously to small to play such game. Also I found out while hiding, i accidentally scratched my back against a nail. Niwaes, me, Brian, Lisa and Sha when to play monopoly again and seriously the small kids were winning us. So went for burgers. Then spent the last hour playing cards wif Abg Zali. He was totally losing and had to belanja us. So went to sleep ard 2+am. Also thr was this random boy who went into our room, smile and went off..wth ryte..freaky dude. Niwaes it wasn't a good night sleep at all, thr was a lot of stupid and scary sound and also having Shida screamin in the middle of the night thinking that a ghost had touched her foot when it was act me. And all this time Aliff sleep lyk a baby.

Nex day woke up ard at 8am, when for B'fast, pack and was ready to leave by 11am. Nex we when for a boat ride. I was really excited. it didn't went as fast as I wanted but it was still cool. Stop at a Kelong and ahad a tour ard it. The guide who ws a boy ard my age or slightly older (imagine having boys, and 1 adult mending the boat, how scary cant tt get) gave me two starfish to hold it was really exciting but kind of gross at a same time since it was smelly. I was stung but it was all cool. We had fun looking at the fishes and walking on planks. Donnoe y but we were actually totally excited about seeing the fishes which was seriousy big. Den on to the boat again and juz chill while riding bac. Then it was one way trip to home wif a few stops for lunch and RnR.

Sori if the post was too long..but skip too the pic if it bore u!!

Holidays here babey!!!

2008-12-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

Waddup fellow earthlings..so hows ur holiday man as good/boring as mine??!! NIwaes can't wait for this weekend man. Going to some Pulau for fishing trip wif my fam (except for my mum..werking..tsktsk!)..sick or wat.

So sis and me had cheograph some short routine hope to post it out soon!! (we really had nothing to do!!). I'm kinda sad that i have to move to bass bac coz our bassist went out last min. we understand u dear for pulling out..it for ur own gd. Well i guess tt all for now.

P.S Yes u guys beat me in who stay awake the longest we admit defeat!!! :)

NOT ASLEEP

2008-12-16T03:54:00.001+08:00

Me and m sis is still not asleep yet..

TOP THAT!!!MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

Holidays mood Babey!!

2008-12-12T16:57:00.003+08:00

Yeah last day of school babey..and 3 weeks of holz..!! Donnoe wat to ryte actually...niwaes a vid of Joe Larot a.k.a emoJoenation/JoePunkee of P.L.A.Y, Jabawockeez and Family Royale...one of my favourite freestyler beside B-Tek and Phi..he's move are so tight and the sickest..he also lyk to goof ard tt the gd part of it..so enjoys. (Pay closee att at 1.00-1.10..so dope!!)

Slap up slap down..hi5

2008-12-10T09:05:00.006+08:00

Yo..yo..yo!!! Waddup peepz!! I noe u guys sooo miss me haha. Miss u guys too man..criously :) So wat been cookin' lately? I noe i've been super super lazy to write an entry in my blog and theres cobwebs and dust forming on my blog oledi. Nutin' been up lately...the usual schoolin', dancin' and chillin' wif my homies etc. Im lyk can't wait for the holz man...3 more days man den i'm out to haf fun fun &

more FUN.

Went for my bro & friends gig last Sun. It was totally rockin' and I let myself loose and juz haf sum fun. And don worry guys, u all rock and did ur thang thr :D had sum pictures taken but thrs too many too pst it but if u still wanna view my ugly face and the others awesome pic..click on it- http://prettyrandom.multiply.com/photos/album/18/L-cube_gig#. Credits go to Fathin :). Last Fri when to PON school to celebrate my dear Hazzy b'day. Went to watch Quarantine..totally awesome show scared the shit out of me but somehow predictable. I wanna watch Twillight and Nick and Jonah's Infinite Playlist. Guys beep me if u guys wanna watch wif me ayte

:P.

Well I guees tt all for now. Oh yeah and a vid of this 10 yr old gal doing her first cheography. Totally dope man and definitely talented. Arianalynn a.k.a babyGIRL of FSLA & Boogiezone Offspring;

No Hay Mas

2008-12-01T13:43:00.004+08:00

Cae la noche y miro este lugar,
Siento y puedo recordar,
lo que hoy no esta,
lo que un dia fue real,
tantas luces,
tanto andartanta irrealidad

Y ahora vuelvo sola a comenzar
mi destino y mi verdad..
y vuelvo a entrar
donde siempre quise estar
donde al fin sere real.

**
No hay mas,
lejos quedo ese invierno
donde todo era incierto
donde nada era cierto
y no hay mas
la luna brillara en la oscuridad
dejare el ayer atras..

Agua clara, barcos de verdad
si hoy navego es por que hay mar..
y estoy aqui,
fue el principio y no era el fin
y ahora es tiempo de sentir..

**

Siento frio y hoy hay sol
tras lo oscuro habia un color
que ayer no se vio .. te iras

**

New Me

2008-11-29T12:05:00.009+08:00

Hey ppl...sori for the sudden change of blogskin..it look eerie I noe and

tt wat make me fall in love wif the skin..

its too unique..lol =).

Its been a long time since I go blog-hopping or even enter a new

post..but i do tag my lovely frens and kuzz juz to let them know tt i'm

alright. I feel much better nowdays...and I kind of like the feeling i'm

having could it be love?? Haha..ok on a serious note...im bac to dancing

and meeting my peepz tmr for routines chcked for upcoming competition

wish us luck..well i guess tt all...

haf a great weekend every1!

Alone

2008-11-25T09:05:00.009+08:00

Lost here with my depression..
All alone. no one is home..
Im lost in my depression..
You kind words and gentle thoughts..

I hear them but they are so lost..
Lost inside my depression..
I have pushed every one away.
wondering why do i have to say here.

Lost in my depression..
My mind races with all these thoughts..
Thought of pain thoughts of lost.
Im lost in my depression..

All the therapy dose not help.
I sit and roll my eyes.
Do i really need your help..
What can you make me see.

Depression is all there is to me..
It has taken over me.it consumes me..
depression is me..
My depression is all i have she is all i need

Title are sch a waste of time!!

2008-11-23T12:37:00.003+08:00

Waddup hommies!!..I've been so lazy to blog this day, sori Sha haven been blogging. Niwas im still lazy so imma kkeep it short and sweet.

So lets recap. As usual nothing much been goin' on last week..juz chillin' and scholin. Niwaes on Fri, I skip school halfway to help my dear Shida to dye her hair, a natural colour. Didn't know that dad only work half day tt day. So had to leave the house bfore he reach home. Very kanchiong! Went to hang out at NP and the new library wif Aliff and Hilmie. When to BK firz for lunch. Thr we spent aboult half and hour telling ghost stories. It was freakin' scary although its in the midday then lepak in the library searching for books.

Yest, when to support my bro who when to try out for the Asian Beat at Tampinese Mall. I was really proud of them. Chety-bah. Gd luck guys!!! Pic will be uploaded soon. Found some random pic!! lol!

RANDOM PIC BELOW!!

Complex Juliet EP

2008-11-17T16:01:00.003+08:00

Waddup hommies..wad been goin' on. Nothing much for me this week..more of resting but might have more plan nex week..can't wait.

So one of a crew memeber..our dear Mr A and his band (Complex Juliet) came out wif an EP consists of 4 song. Visit their myspace to noe more abt them. www.myspace.com/complexjuliet.

The MDF family support u guys! I uploaded one of their song tt I really like Memories of Home..so enjoy the song.

All aboud the crew babey!!

2008-11-14T08:58:00.011+08:00

Performance at ITE BB

Tribute to the Jabbawockeez!!

Hola cada uno. ¿Cómo está usted?

This week have been a hectic week for me and my crew. Skip a lot of classes to go for rehearsal at ITE BB. It was frustrating and tiring for all of us but i tink its kind of worth it after yesterday performance. We had less then 1 mths to prepare it..i tink its a good job guys. Nex time we'll create our own cheogreography ayte.
:)

Lets recap abt yest, the crew was suppose tor each by 6 but end up we reaching thr ard 8am++. Khai reach thr earlier to settle sum audio stuff.

When to prac 4 awhile, played cards and then get ready and then prac again. Thr was other crew performing too, Belle Rocker Felle (i tink tt how they spell it), Hidden Talent and F.G.I. They are really gd. Thr a lot of talent in ITE especially in singing. Well we had a few pic taken and a video too comment on the vid ayte.

Happy B'Day

2008-11-11T08:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 16 B'DAY TO OUR DEAR EZZA

STAY GAWJUS AND CHEERFUL ALWAYS AYTE

FROM THE WHOLE CREW

D&D

2008-11-10T09:21:00.009+08:00

My cute adorable boyfriend playing a sweet song
for me :)

Life have been looking up for me and I hope it will stay this way..although its unlikely too but I'll enjoy every moment of it.

Anyway,

yesterday I went to accompany my mum to Dairy FArm D&D at Suntec City. I knew about it last minute since one of my mum's friend couldn't make it. So I got ready in like 5- 10 mins..record tyme babey..lol. Thnx sis for helping me to put on the make up and not to make it as thick as mum's. HAHA. I wanted to wear the normal sandal but my mum insisted me to wear her shoe wic is the pointy2 thingy..so uncomfy.

we reach ard 7+, when to our table and sat thr. Well only 7 ppl was in the table, and they're all my mum's friend and mine so it was totally not awkward and the best part is MORE food for us. Well here's a rough idea of the menu;

Javanese style chicken
Marinated Prawn
Abalone
Original Bird's Nest
Sweet Sauce Octopus
Jellyfish (Wic i didn't try at all)
Ice cream (2 cups)
etc...

There was incredible show from By Defination, Dairy's Farm Dancer, Safari Boys (grp of Kenya's ding awaesome stunts), Fann Wong and also S'pore Diva..ANITA SERAWAK. It was totally an awesome evening. Went home ard 1am. There's a few snapshot I took..some of the pic was quite dark so have fun squiniting ur eyes. :P

Looking nerdy for the cam

(It was quite dark and no flash :P )

(Cam whoring alone in the toilet...every1 bz watching the show)

Crying big juicy tears of blood and pain

2008-11-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

"emo;

like goth only much less dark;

and much more harry potter"

Just random phrases to show how i'm feeling ryte now. Things are not going the way tt i expected..or close to it, well its EVERYTHING actually. Family problem such a **** up. Don't even wanna relate to it. Well i guees PB shuld leave it at home ryte =) . N where is he when I need him the most..to talk towhim about my prob..well im too lazy to think abt it too..i guess his bz and i understand tt.

School's **** up as usual. Hate today's topic...gonna got another C or D. STOP slacking Farz buck up gosh!...Guess not in the mood to study anymore..since i'm never gonna score gd enuff grade for them no matter how hard I try.

My crew!! Today we had a `preview'(pissed coz he never cum). Bunch of fellas came down to see it. We really improved our routine and im proud of u guys. However 2day, EVERYONE was showing att. n I personally feel tt the crew is not giving it all. Am i asking too much..all i want is commitment..the show is in wat 1 week tyme and not in 2 or 3 mths tyme n im not hinting on one person i'm saying all of us including me. 2day was the only tyme we can do full rehearsal 2GETHER and I expected sumtin' more but well it was ok. Maybe its juz me. Oh well. Niwae my bdance 2day suck..couldnt get the bloody routine ryte..sumtimes I wonder am i really up 4 it or am i really a poseur who can't act. dance but only haf the passion. Thus every crew go thru the same thing or issit only us. I want us to stick together as a crew n not individually. Do I suck tt much! Gosh i'm starting to chocke up i shuld prob stop here.

I'm sorry if anyone was hurt in the process of the rehearsal..n if i show att to u guys i will try harder to calm myself down ayte.

Giving Up is the best solution ryte now

2008-11-03T09:36:00.005+08:00

`Tension is building inside steadily

(Everyone feels so far away from me)

Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me

(Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit)

(Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet)

(All I ever think about is this)

(All the tiring time between)

(And how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away

Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you!'

Why does life always make a fool of u. When everything seems to go ur way and the dark clouds have fade away..it turms 180 degrees ard. All seems to go wrong, instead of dark clouds now, thunder seem to juz appear. Any means of escape juz dissappear except 4 one..n i don even wanna tok abt it. I wish tt thrs sum1 to back me up when i'm down n to be thr 4 me but i guess tt only work in fictional story n i haf to face it in reality..

GOD give me strength to pass this dark days of my life!

2 Nov 08

When to JB wif my fam...when shopping gt a new haircut and my sis bought a new cap..a really nice cap!! When to eat Sungai Cat..very delicious food eat till bloated. Mum almoz lost her hp..lol..had a gd time luffing at her. When home and ttabt it...nothing much really happen i guess, its the same for any days too..

When times fly-high!!

2008-10-31T11:42:00.009+08:00

Wad been goin' on ppl?!! I noe its been days seen I last updated the blog almoz a week I guees..so I'l juz summarise the whole week. Niwaez I'm on holz babey-----til nex week onli. :S

27 Oct 08:
Hapi Deepavali ppl..i noe its a bit outdated but yeah its the thought tt count ain't I ryte?? Nothing much happen only tt I when expo wif my dad and my sis.

28 Oct 08:
When bowling wif my dad and bro. Poor Shida couldn't cum since she's schooling..MUAHAHAHA!!! Me and Bro when to play 2 games and IM PROUD TO SAY TT I"VE STEP UP MY GAME DUDES!! Managed a few spare but no strike but its fine wif me.

29 Oct 08:
Me and my crew when to ITE BB to have a prac session thr unfortunately we couldn't get the music room so we prac in one of their classes. Mr A couldn't cum bcoz of sum reason. A bit PISSED but still UNDERSTOODED!! Met a bunch of nice chap over thr.goofy would be the exact word to describe them. Heads up to pinky and the tall guy (I'm not tt gd at rememberng names..sorry) for helping us out. And NappyBOy is able to do 7..and me able to sustain my handstand for a few second (not millisecond). Elf-s and Ezza baby freeze ad handstand and shuffle skill (respectively) is off the hook! Theres vid tt were taken..its at EZZA blog so chck it out ppl.

30 Oct 08:
Me, Shida, Ezza and Khai when to watch a movie yest. The Coffin!! We had great time screaming ard especially me!! It a nice show seriously and he hero is so HOT!! After the show we when to NP buy sum stuff at PBS and head to 206 and lepak at the Playground and do sum art craft. So this are the picture we did yest :

HHEELLOOO

2008-10-26T02:28:00.002+08:00

MDF prac

2008-10-24T14:29:00.003+08:00

More..me..& more me...

2008-10-24T09:01:00.006+08:00

Wassup homies..its been really a long tyme (well not really only a few days) since I update my blog. U gt to forgive me man, i was bz wif the usual; school, raya and bla,bla,bla. (plainly to say I was lazy). 2day, i was really shocked when a gal came 2 me n ask 4 my no. saying tt her fren wanted to noe me. (shock bcoz it rarely happpen to me.imao!) Im not showing of or sumtin..but I really wanna share it wif u guys coz it was really sweet u noe..to be juz straight forward instead of u noe wat..so juz sharing it wif u..N guys, 1 advice if u wanna get to noe a girl be straight forward instead of wolf-whistling an calling `Hey u the girl in red!'..u get my drift lol.

I wanna highlight abt PASSER-BY..i haf no idea who u r but thnx 4 supporting us and sticking by us..if possible our crew would lyk to noe who u r =).

Oh yes saying abt our crew, we have been really bz practicing 4 an upcoming performance for an Aids Campaigne..at ITE BB. Im so freaking excited..lol..I hope we don suck lol. Niwae yest we my crew whose performing when to ITE BB to meet up wif the organizer..wic is my fren's sis. We reach thr auper early at 12.30pm, so we were given to music room to prac. Beside the dusty floor it was a perfect place to practice. There's a big mirror wic enable us to see our right n WRONG and try to perfect it. So we prac 4 abt 3 hrs den spent 1 hr chilling n den after confirming all the details wif Nana..we went off n tt was all bout yest. Well picture will be uploaded soon I hope by tmr and thrs vid tt we took (cant upload it in here donnoe y) so nudge me if u wanna see..n leave sum contact so tt we can send u. =)

BEWARE if watching vid: Routine ain't perfect gt mistake we noe especially our bdance..didn't do it seriously but basically wanna show hows our routine is lyk..Im very proud wif the crew..we mange to go this far in 1 week..kepp prac ayte. PLS DO NOT HATE ON IT..critisize is allow only wif the intention of making it better.

And lastly, at our MY GROOVE, thrs a song MDF2..its our mix for our routine we're performing(still can upload it). Its juz a few songs tt we mix dem 2gether..so comment on it ayte..big thnxs and we're inspired by the JABBAWOCKEEZ..support them!!

~BB-Farz~

Firz Routine done! Yipee!

2008-10-17T09:07:00.013+08:00

Hello earthling!! OK its kind of early to write an entry about 2day..so im juz gonna tok abt yest (our firz freestyle session babey!!) instead of NONSENCE-ing again.

So yest the MDF had the first ever freestyle session. Well I won't say it was a full session since the firz hour we spent goofing around..but hey we had fun. The first session was much more than what we expected. We managed to complete our first ever routine man. Imagine how excited we were ..lol. The dance move was inspired by our favourite dance crew, JabbawockeeZ, and Elf-S change here and there to make it into our style. So we spent our tyme trying to perfect the routine..which we are not even near to it. =) So less talk, the pictures will show it all ;

Yeah..we dead serious when we dance...YAR RIGHT!!.

Credits to ELF-S and EZZA to cheograph the routine and credits to BB-FARZ and NAPPYBOY for the goofyness and last of all credits to my dear fren SITI for taking the tyme to take our photo. We also record a video of our routine but we're not going to post it since there are some PPL who might hate it and spam again...but if u wanna watch it and critisize (in a gd way) or even praise it (music to our ears lol!!) juz tag my box n tell me ayte.

Appreciate it..don't hate it!

~Farz~ MDF

Take this Haterz

2008-10-15T11:09:00.006+08:00

Hey..hey..hey..I skip clas today since I totally have no mood to study. So here I am chillin' wif hazzy in the library. Since I gt nothing betta to do, i decided to post an entry. Nothing much to write about since the day is still young.(chey bah) So im lyk juz waiting for something to happen to entertain me (waiting...waiting....waiting) N0pe nothing happen so there's nothing to write abt. Wokay im lyk so NONSENCE-ing ryte now.(woah Farz..tt doesnt even make sense)

Ok..ok..on a serious note. Firsly, i wanna thnx my homies, gal/guy friends, family and passerby (u noe wat i mean.imao!) for supporting and encouraging me when I firz started the crew. (Mcm menang GRAMMY AWRD gitu seh..prass!!!) I actually didn't want to continue wif the crew since some PPL had been bad mouthing us but they told me to do wat I enjoy doing and continue wif my passion..afterall it is STRICTLY FOR FUN RYTE?!!! U guys r my pillar of support man (Jiwang2 gitu kn lol).

For the haters..this is what I gt to say:

HATERS.
I LOVE THE HATERS.
THEY STARE AND TALK, WHEN THEY SEE ME.
I FEEL LIKE I'M A CELEBRITY.

THEY MUST LOVE THE WAY I LOOK
CUZ THEY SURE STUDY ME LIKE A BOOK.
THEY THINK THEY SEE THE SHIT.
I GUESS YOU THINK SO BY THE WORDS YOU SAY.

I LOVE TO SEE A HATER, CUZ THEY BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY.
WHEN I SEE A HATER HATIN' I TELL THEM TO WALK MY WAY.
HATERS ARE MY MOTIVATION.
A WAY TO ESCAPE FRUSTRATION.

KNOWIN' TT SOMEONE WANTS TO BE ME.
ANGER FUSED BY JELOUSY.
KNOWIN' TT THEY CAN'T BE ME.
THEY FIND A WAY TO MAKE ME HATE MYSELF.
AND BECOME ONE OF THEM.

HATERS BEWARE, I DON'T CARE...
WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY, OR DO.
AT THE END OF THE DAY, WHEN IT'S ALL SAID AND DONE.
I'M STILL NOT LIKE YOU.

Credits:sohood

So dude/dudette..don't get me wrong..i donnoe u guys enuff to hate u and likewise..so criously guys..get a life..stop hatin' and start lovin'!!=)

Much love and respect to u guys.
~Farz (MDF)~

I think I did it..wait I didn't..wait im confused!!!LOL!!!

2008-10-13T20:36:00.003+08:00

Waddup hommies..ok 2day is lyk very tiring day for me. Didn't start well in the morning. Me n my sis keep squabbling and shouting at each other instead of sleeping. She keep complaining that I breathe too hard ( which I really don't think so) and just because she cannot sleep, she make sure that I didn't get enough sleep too by whining and keep tossing loudly around the bed. Mcm kurang ajar gitu kn but I don't blame her ler..my breathing was quite loud since I gt asthma attack in the morning ( due to too much dancing yest night). So in the mrng not to make thing worse, when I was in school I msg her saying tt I was sori tt she couldn't get enuff sleep (mcm sweet gitu kn). So now we're gd man. =)

Talkin about yest night, yesterday I gt open house. The usuals, dad's fren's family and uncles came by. Serve drink, eat kuihs, watch TV, nothing exciting. While my dad and mum lyn the guest, me n my sis in the room.buat aper lagi..berdansa larh lol. Oh ya..den hor when I just came out to get sumtin, I saw one of my dad's fren pecahkn glass. I rush in and was laughing my ass of. His face was lyk so innocent n the other grwn up was lyk 'its ok..r u hurt..blabla'. Well imagine if the children broke the glass..one hell of a scolding will we get. Not fair ryte. But aniwaes it made my night..his expression was the dopest. :O

So back to the present which is today, after school, me, my wifey (Hazzy) and Nappyboy when to hang out n prac our Bdance. It was totally fun, we were lyk goofing ard instead of practising. Then my sis call said tt she wanted to join in the session, so I told her to take the cab since she was oledi late..n the taxi fares turn out to br $17..(wic we tot it was $10 at firz.burn a hole in the pocket dude) So we shared the fares and help ELf-s to pay the fares. Gal take the MRT nex tyme ayte!So we did some freestyle and practice ou routines before we move on to Bdance again. So we were lyk practicing our 6 steps and hand stand.

So this wat we end up doing;

APPRECIATE IT DONT HATE IT!!! WE'RE JUST ONE OF THOSE

MELODRAMATIC FOOLS

P.S Elf-s is not in the pic coz she too shy too show it off (chey bah) :p Can't wait for our nex session on Thurs. Hope to c u Ezza!!

Practicing till our head pop up!!!

2008-10-09T23:06:00.007+08:00

Yo yo yo!!! BB-Farz in the house.lol.jkjk..OKie niwaes Farah here wif my sista bside me panting lyk hell.. S0 we juz established our crew ( so far only 4 memberz)..enuff 4 now but might expand it soon. (insyaallah) Starting out nex week..cant wait!!

Today school was such a bore..end class bloody late.. didn't went to eat at all due to my laziness. and to make it worse 2 of my team member went off(wif our permission)..so me n my 2 other team mem. did the work..hardwerking bebey (lol).

U noe wAT!! yest I had the most embarassing moment of my life. I was walking out of the toilet and I saw this cute guy..ehem-ehem..(step gatal gitu *wink*). stare punyer stare untill i didnt see thr was a bloody glass door right infrnt of me and..BANG..n obviously u noe wat happen. Kan pdn muker Farz..tgk laki lagi..gatal! jkjkjklololmuahahaha. Then sunddenly I was Farah the red nose reindeeer. Kwang3!! Cnnt carry beb ppl staring lyk im frm outer space..nice wake up call..hahah

AnyOhow...this is wat we did 2day;

We've been practicing lyk hell to perfect the baby freeze move..so appreciate it don hate it!! Tell me wat ur thoughts on it =D ..thnx!!!

Farz
-stay cool-

New Crew

2008-10-08T16:40:00.005+08:00

Hey..how u guys been??? In school ryte now waiting for my wifey to go bac home 2gether. Been checking out sum video. I juz love eye set to kill song..they really have cool songs and rhythm..love the way the girls play the guitar and the screamo kill it.

I saw a video On Josh(11) and Jeremiah(7). they random ppl who upload video of their dances. They are the future of hip hop dance man, they were really gd for their age. Aniwaes I wanna start my own crew (i wish). u noe sum frens to dance wif for fun nt much of a serious type..u noe sharing the same passion for dance and wanting to learn new dance or moves. If u guys wanna join in the fun hit me up ayte!! (Strictly for those who are in it for fun!!)

TT all for now..

Farz

-peace out-

Waddup

2008-10-07T14:02:00.006+08:00

Waddup homies!! Sori haven been updating the blog. Thnx sis for reminding. Well been bz wif school and Hari Raya. The usuals, visit my relatives, fren and went balik kampong to visit my dear Great grand-mother. Oh yar bfore I forget SLMT HARI RAYA AND MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!(Hey its never too late ayte). Some pictures I took of myself wif my fam..check it out AND yaw TAGGED me ayte.

Been checking out my fav dance crew, FAMILY ROYALE-Jabbawockeez, Super Galatic Beat Manipulators, Boogie Monstarz and Press P.L.A.Y. (follow in order) They have the sickest and dopest dance move and beats yaw. Wish I had a crew lyk tt (Pfff). Checkout others crew, not that bad - Rock So Fresh, Super Crew, World Famous.

Well I guess tt all for now, catch up wif u guys later ayte. Peace Out

-Farz-

3 Days in 1

2008-09-28T13:17:00.007+08:00

Hey, its been a long tyme since I update the blog. I've been really bz wif school, getting ready for Raya and terawih-ing. So I really had no tyme to do my blog till 2day. Well there's a lot of stuff that been going on these few days.

Last Thursday, I skip school again (with my dad permission) to go to Johor with my family(except for my bro) to do some Hari Raya shopping and to visit my kuzzin at Johor (long tyme since I saw them). Me n my sis bought a pair of baju kurung(i tink), its very practical and modern so we can wear it anytime. W wanted to bought the same colour but instead we settle with a purple(for my sis) and pinkish-red(for me). Well it was already 2pm if I remember correctly, so me ad my is was lyke counting dwn the hours to u noe wat..we were bloody thirsty man.LOL! Well it took another 3 more hours to find my mum's cloth. She really choosy and it really irritate us. So after finding my mum clothes we were ready to go home(tired dude!) but no, my mum and dad had to search for MORE kuihs. We were really pissed by then. Well to cut it short we return home just in time to buke(no time to bath) eatin McDonalds.

Well nothin much hapen on Fri. Went to school,then home,buke than terawih and finish the night doing RJ and at the same tyme watcing FI practice session ON TV(haiz..). Love the car crashing men!!

Yesterday, me, my sis and my mum went to the hospital to visit my great-grandfather. We spent 4 hrs thr looking after him.(well not exactly the whole 4hrs) I spent the first hours staring at my great-grand father(who was sleeping) and accompany my sis to the toilet for god knows how many times. Then 2 hours sleeping on the couch and snapping few picture of myself, me and my great-grandad. The last hour spend feeding him and talking to him. I felt so sad knowing how bad his condition is and at the state his in. All I can do is to pray for him. Then we went off(after making sure his comfy). We went to breakfast at Jurong and then off to terawih.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYKEL!!!! HAVE A BLISSFUL LIFE AHEAD!!

Skippers and Newer!!!

2008-09-20T16:37:00.007+08:00

Hey yaw, its been two days since my last entry. I've been very bz and tired to even type my entry. But 2day im super hyper thus i decided to post a new one.

Wonder why my title state skipper? Well for the obvious reason tt I skip school on Fri. I didn't intend to skip it at firz but some unfortunate circumstances `force' me to do it.LOL! Well I was on the way to the mrt when I realised that my Ez-link card was already -0.30 and I don't have enough money to buy a sandard ticket(If only i didn't buy the McFlurry yest). So I called Hazzy and told her tt we have to take the bus to school. By the time she reach interchange it was already 8.15 am. So..even if we managed to catch a bus, we'll still arrive late so probably our grade will be deducted and since it was confirm tt i'll get a C on tt day(hate the module) I might as well don't go to school. So we end up surfing the net, reading books and chilling at Yishun Library for 6 hrs. It was a record-breaker!!!

Well that was yest, 2day me n my sis went to do our hair. I was tired of my curl/wavy hair so i decided to reborn it and had a hair treatment. (its bloody silky and soft now). My sister also rebonded her hair and had her fringe cut `baby doll style. . You know those kind wif heavy bang. She seriously look very cute and pretty. (Too bad she's unavailable guys). We actually wanted to have the same hairstyle so we look super identical as though duplicate but I didn't have the guts to cut the `baby doll' style. So I end up cutting my fringe the normal way. And guess what, I actually think tt i kinda look lyk Demi Lovato...LOL!!! (jkjk seriously:) )...

OMG!! I can't believe its lyk 10 more day to Hari Raya. Kind of sad tt Ramadan is leaving us so soon but thrs always nex yr ryte. (Insyallah). Ok tt it for now...c ya guys soon!!!

My new class, poems

2008-09-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

Hey again...in class ryte now--again. Its lyk a cycle for me ( cycle that never end) --wake up, go school, back home, sleep, eat, bath, HW, sleep, wake up, go school......it goes on and on and on and on>>ok u get my point now.

2day ifeel so Bored and Blue double BB. Go school, watch movies (The Da Vinci Code) and `studying' Computing and Mathematical Methods II which feel as if im studying Greek. I'm actually very hapi wif my new class. They are coolGeekz!! They are very funny bunch and doesnt make class feel as if its DoOmz DAy..and to top tt they act. do their work while goofing off and come out wif gd quality ppt.WOW!! Make me feel ashamed when I dozzed of in class n do nothing. Niwaes, I lyk to thnk my darling darlz (Hazzy) for helping me out 2day, p.s i noe ur tired n bored tt y i ask u to help me do it to keep u occupied n AWAKE..u see u OWE me lol!!Love Ya lots!!

Well since im emo-ing i'll end this post wif a poem :

Force me to be awaken
Feeling my soul being taken
Coming from somewhere deep
In my eternal sleep

Numb and unfeeling
Oblivious of my surrounding
To a world of pain and anguish
My existence seem to vanish

Starting Out & Weakends!

2008-09-15T16:20:00.001+08:00

Hey everybody whos practically anybody out thr who are sweet enough to read my blog. Well it kind of late to start a blog but lyk thr was a saying nothing is never too late (something lyk tt). Niwaes im lyk in class ryte now super borrreedd tt y I decided to do the blog (inspired by Sha my kuzz.) Its kind of weird to write wat u feel n others reading it..WEIRD..i donnoe how others did it.

Hmmm..wat can I possibly talk aboud ryte now. WEEKENDS! Arrgghh don even wanna tok abt it but i'll tell aniwae. Had performance on fri...i guess it was ok and we decide to keep the band>>FLAIR..keep in touch wif me to noe more abt the progress :) ok bac to where I stop..oh yar weekend. Me n my sis had a big argument wif our parents (as usual)-to keep it straight it wasnt even our fault..seesh parents...well im ending class soon so i gotta go tok to ya nex time!

Looking forward to ZZzzzss LAND!!!